(no subject)

“I’ve been a massage therapist for many years, now. I know what people look like. People have been undressing for me for a long time. I know what you look like: a glance at you, and I can picture pretty well what you’d look like on my table. Let’s start here with what nobody looks like: nobody looks like the people in magazines or movies. Not even models. Nobody. Lean people have a kind of rawboned, unfinished look about them that is very appealing. But they don’t have plump round breasts and plump round asses. You have plump round breasts and a plump round ass, you have a plump round belly and plump round thighs as well. That’s how it works. And that’s very appealing too. Woman have cellulite. All of them. It’s dimply and cute. It’s not a defect. It’s not a health problem. It’s the natural consequence of not consisting of photoshopped pixels, and not having emerged from an airbrush. Men have silly buttocks. Well, if most of your clients are women, anyway. You come to male buttocks and you say – what, this is it? They’re kind of scrawny and the tissue is jumpy because it’s unpadded; you have to dial back the pressure, or they’ll yelp. Adults sag. It doesn’t matter how fit they are. Every decade, an adult sags a little more. All of the tissue hangs a little looser. They wrinkle, too. I don’t know who put about the rumor that just old people wrinkle. You start wrinkling when you start sagging, as soon as you’re all grown up, and the process goes its merry way as long as you live. Which is hopefully a long, long time, right? Everybody on a massage table is beautiful. There are really no exceptions to this rule. At that first long sigh, at that first thought that “I can stop hanging on now, I’m safe” – a luminosity, a glow, begins. Within a few minutes the whole body is radiant with it. It suffuses the room: it suffuses the massage therapist too. People talk about massage therapists being caretakers, and I suppose we are: we like to look after people, and we’re easily moved to tenderness. But to let you in on a secret: I’m in it for the glow. I’ll tell you what people look like, really: they look like flames. Or like the stars, on a clear night in the wilderness.”

— What People Really Look Like

(no subject)

(by racc4644)

(no subject)

you know, i'm not really married to leather as an identity or community, at least these days. (any community really.)

but - mm, i am profoundly thankful i found it at a time before i could internalize some disappointing things sex/body wise.

like - believe it or not as a kink artist i've never watched live action porn. nothing against sex workers; it's more ... i think i've mentioned old 80's leather magazines and zines to several places as my only place to pick up IRL erotic references. since it's honestly the one consistent place i've seen.... real ass people who look like real people - flesh wrinkles bones fat hair smiles and all (somewhat like me even), living life, being erotic, being confident, delighting in the silly with the make-believe that kink is.

it was and has been such a lifesaver when i hear some kind of alien-ass take on what human bodies 'should be' and my only reaction is ... ????? ... who hurt you, man.

idk i just hope more people have that little bubble of deeply relatable pleasantness.