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a lot of days i think it's befuddling that as much as of a longstanding, deep closet misanthrope as i am & general people resenter (not at any of you specifically, just. society.....), there seems to be some more of a half-vague notion of duty to humanity than uh. some other folks going by their actions.

'i don't even like any of you but come on, have the notion of not breaking anybody else's toy. fix things so that somebody else who enjoys their life more can actually enjoy it.' kind of thing.

(this is unnecessarily grumpy imo but it does keep running through my brain so tossing it out there to hopefully be done with it.)