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sorry i've been weirdly quiet lately, talky brain just shut all the way down temporarily outside of work meetings, but what i HAVE been doing for the last week ...

• prepping for that paid (!!!) workshop talk i got invited to (apparently they forgot to tell me it was paid lul)

• chilling on /r/NCD because it reminds me of the better/online-poisoned-in-a-funny-way parts of /k/ except less racist cussin' (win win)

• did u know Ferenc Pinter (god tier italian illustrator/designer that i'm 99% sure was a bootfucker fetishist lol) had a tarot deck? me neither and oops this'll be my second tarot deck :') 
  

• downloading every scan i can get my hands on from Ayami Kojima's black jack doujins from a different pen handle b/c dr. kiriko gives me a feral fictional bishie boner in an all consuming 'want to eat the sleazy fucker alive' way that i didn't even know i still had in me since sephiroth :D;
  • i haven't even watched black jack but i have audibly lol'd that my id somehow hit on the military anesthesiologist which is kind of on the deeply ironic free spot of 'is this dinging the kink or the trauma part of your brain' (yes) (but like, in a delicious way lOL)
  • like just look at this slurpee dinner!!!!!!!!!!!!!

• backing up/deleting my gdrive and found what i think is the very first zihark i ever drew back from 2006 and this other amazing time capsule of a drawing that i must bless y'all with: 

I LOVE YOU VERY UNIRONICALLY 2009 KRAD AND I HOPE YOU'D BE PROUD OF ME ;A: