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Dec. 22nd, 2025 10:27 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kradeelavmight as well give updates here -
after a third 10+ hour overnighter in the big-city-fancy-ER for mom (she was there with somebody else, i had to trade off), and a zillion of tests they basically ruled out the heart/anything life-threatening in its entirety. we're now thinking potential non-life-threatening gastric issues since sometimes it can refer pain elsewhere, for example in the upper chest. another theory is literally, just bad anxiety attacks (potentially combo'd with the above) but she's um...... (a) very stubborn and (b) the type of person to legitimately throw her shoe at you if you mention that or "relax".love her to pieces but there's a reason why dad and i have called her the world's worst patient all my life lol.
that said said random chest pains have been very.... very slowly decreasing in intensity? it's one of those weeks where it's like, bad day, good day, BAD day, good, ok day, good day.... so real hesitant to say that too loudly, but ideally simply Knowing in her brain she's not gonna die of a heart attack helps with some of that by itself.
(i also got that cold/virus that's going around and basically am at the tail end of speedrunning through That in 48 hours by sleeping like 15 hours each day so yeah that's also been going on.) in good news: did do a decent amount of drawing today along with family-ing since it was the first day in a ..... week i felt normal, lol.
so. tl;dr getting there.
anyway y'all have been, sincerely, lovely. <3 love you all.
comments disabled more for brainwidth than anything but, mwah. wishing you a fuckin better year than you all have had. may we thrive into the next one.
after a third 10+ hour overnighter in the big-city-fancy-ER for mom (she was there with somebody else, i had to trade off), and a zillion of tests they basically ruled out the heart/anything life-threatening in its entirety. we're now thinking potential non-life-threatening gastric issues since sometimes it can refer pain elsewhere, for example in the upper chest. another theory is literally, just bad anxiety attacks (potentially combo'd with the above) but she's um...... (a) very stubborn and (b) the type of person to legitimately throw her shoe at you if you mention that or "relax".
that said said random chest pains have been very.... very slowly decreasing in intensity? it's one of those weeks where it's like, bad day, good day, BAD day, good, ok day, good day.... so real hesitant to say that too loudly, but ideally simply Knowing in her brain she's not gonna die of a heart attack helps with some of that by itself.
(i also got that cold/virus that's going around and basically am at the tail end of speedrunning through That in 48 hours by sleeping like 15 hours each day so yeah that's also been going on.) in good news: did do a decent amount of drawing today along with family-ing since it was the first day in a ..... week i felt normal, lol.
so. tl;dr getting there.
anyway y'all have been, sincerely, lovely. <3 love you all.
comments disabled more for brainwidth than anything but, mwah. wishing you a fuckin better year than you all have had. may we thrive into the next one.
