kradeelav: Zihark, FE10 (fe)
this'll be another snowflake post that ultimately got me to do this challenge this year... aka "Challenge #4: – Add something to your fandom's canon"

this one's a little unorthodox, as i recently asked taureancheer what zihark's astrology (sun/moon/rising) signs would be :D 
without further adieu ...the signs, context, and transcript:

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kradeelav: (Masks)
i was debating to do the snowflake challenge or not this year (did it last year), and probably will do a few out of order selectively. these were fun to read as they're little prompts built to get people to talk about topics they usually don't.

theme no3 is "scream into the void". probably will be the most irl-eugh of the bunch. this isn't fandom related (i forget whether this series is truly fandom related or not), but hoo boy:

one of the spiciest opinions I'll allow myself to share online is how few people engage in real deradicalization despite ahhhh, virtue signaling all the activist identity stuff everywhere.  

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kradeelav: (Masks)
[community profile] snowflake_challenge #11: recommend a creative resource. ... halfway through, this turned out to be more of a life-advice list.


- Artificial limitations are excellent for lived-in wrinkles to art. Case in point, Photoshit CS2 + an old Intuos 3 tablet is all you need to make published art. (For a concrete example, one of the Korra comic artists still works on Opencanvas 1.1, and If I didn't have a pre-loaded copy of CS5,  would go *back*.)

- Determine if you want to be a creator or consumer - optimize your life to reflect your chosen path if serious (while allowing a % of randomness). This includes time, what you put your eyeballs on in a weekly basis, the kinds of topics you research, and where you go in life. Books are a good source of randomness, and surprisingly portable deep dives into other walks of life. Good books are not trying to sell you shit.

- Hoard a private/offline collection of <200 works of art as your "vibe' inspiration. Do not go over this limit (not including specific projects that can have their own limited boards) - delete previous works if you find a new one. The pressure-washer hose of "consumerist feed art" is the death of Feeling.

- take it from a meatbag who came back from the dead: all internet arguments are worse than useless, and are more likely to come back to haunt you. Use a strict opt-in mental mode if you have to, instead of an opt-out. (Personally? I'd rather my lived life speak to the convincing more than anything. An open heart is necessary for change. And besides, you're wasting time on uselessness otherwise.)

- Get rid of feeds. (or put them on a reader like inoreader that can be saved, filtered, and not-manipulated by corporations). do you want to be the one following people, or be the interesting person they follow?

- Your time is your most precious value. Don't obsess over the hourglass and memento mori, but be mindful of it. What would you regret if you had news of a terminal illness tomorrow? Regret *not* doing?  The best project kick-starter other than spite.

- Use what makes your heart sing as a north star. That includes spite and porn. Art is art, baby, anything goes.

kradeelav: Alucard, Hellsing (villainspace II)
call me krad.
I'm an old web meatbag that's most known for drawing villains on my main handle and in general being the one usually yelling 'fuck authority' literally, conceptually, and knowingly. I made this DW as a container to separate 'actual self' from 'artist persona' cleanly and have strong feelings on the topic.

also into:
villains. monsters. cathartic art that hits your id like a jackhammer, fellow kinksters + history , mil-hist (psyops, science of interrogation, mercenaries, etc). long-standing interests that aren't manufactured for attention's sake. experiential-ly creative side of fandom with a side of the sordid. zinesters. ships with deliciously fucked up power dynamics, sakuga, hacker shit, catharsis from those who never quite felt human. villains, again.

may or may not roll around increasingly rare fandoms (Hellsing, SW:EU, FE 9/10/16).

other frequent post topics found on here...
various liveblogs of media usually older than 2005, corporate ladder-climbing shit, magpie-ing links from the more interesting corners of the internet, guns. catharsis as a concept. if you need content warnings for anything mentioned here you're probably not going to want to follow.

Anything else you need to know about me...
this journal is selectively public depending on topic / how long I've recognized you, and If we've interacted more than twice positively there's a high chance I'll add you to the general private list. you may have remembered me from tumblr days but I'm not likely to go back to social media at this point.

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