En Esch - A Bullet Fires in One Direction
Jun. 23rd, 2025 08:53 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
A bullet fires in one direction(I like this album, but the lyrics are so hard to decipher and I can't find them online... lol...)
There's no, there's no turning back...
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Jun. 23rd, 2025 08:54 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
anyway, having a lot of fun working, drawing, reading, and gaming. i think i'm at my most content with life doing a balance of those four things and yeah, just quietly vibing in my corner here for the last few months and steadily seeing more quantifiable progress in all four of those areas (also just chatting with more friends in general behind the scenes too).
Furaffinity's Dead Weight
Jun. 23rd, 2025 12:56 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
This post is about, why.
First and foremost, yes, I have an account on FA (Furaffinity) right now. I made it during a time where I had little social options and was losing friends and it felt like the only way to keep up with them. After some improvement in my life, I dropped it and resorted to only using it to advertise commissions. Had I been in a better emotional state at the time, I don't think I would have made an account for anything more than name-camping, if I made one at all. I say this all to quell any perceived contradictions for the what I'm about to say.
The next important thing: If you are unaware of the history of FA, it's important to know that its initial inception was by another person. I had an account with them at that time, but when it proved to be too difficult for the original owner after a significant security breach, Dragoneer stepped in. Already because of the breach I decided to let my original account go, despite it not being compromised. But already, my opinion of FA was poor because the framework already had poor security.
In the decade that followed I was very glad I went with my instinct to not use the service as over and over again accounts were compromised. Password leaks, comment exploits, compromised PM system, staff accounts compromised. And the worst thing is, many of these security issues were warned of before they got bad. They had the chance to fix it, and did not.
You can find a whole timeline of issues on FA from 2005-2016 compiled here, with citations
https://stuff.veekun.com/fa-timeline.html
The most infamous of these incidents was the 'Furry Leaks' fiasco. Before it happened, a user on the site pointed out the exploit, warned of the problem it could present and even offered to fix it. Yak, lead sys admin and developer of Furaffinity, ignored the warning and refused the assistance. Not long after that, someone used that exploit do get database dumps of several prominent accounts to expose for all to see. Hundreds of people had their personal communications, phone numbers and addresses exposed to the public. Something that could have entirely avoided had Yak any idea what he was doing.
But it was because of this leak we learned just how poor a leader Dragoneer truly was. (heads up for brief mentions of human and animal sexual abuse)
I never really had much of a strong opinion about Dragoneer but I felt his handling on moderation was especially poor. From petty bans to ignoring multiple counts of harassment. But the note leaks exposed some far worse administration decisions. Like telling a user ‘pretty please remove the journals about having sex with your horse on the website’, cus he's worried about the feds. Or telling someone he doesn't know what to do but he's sorry, when a member confessed to him they had been sexually assaulted by a significantly popular member of the community. A person that Dragoneer then hired on to Furaffinity staff. And this is just of the notes I *personally* read.
I'm not saying he's evil, but Dragoneer was a terrible leader and Furaffinity is better without him. Do I think it's good that he died? No, of course not. His death was a tragedy brought on by our poor medical system but that's another discussion. He should have handed over the keys ages ago, that's how I would have preferred he be removed from the position. But due to his absence, it's becoming very clear that his leadership has been holding back Furaffinity for over a Decade.
Since Sciggles has taken the reins, Furaffinity has implemented multiple advances to the site that had been promised over a decade ago are finally seeing the light. Tag filters are finally a thing on Furaffinity, there are display name changes on the road to username changes. More talented staff has been brought on and it shows in the speed and quality of the updates. The advertisement inquiry turn around is the best it's ever been since they first launched it.
The moderation team has been whipped into shape, wrongful account bans were overturned, more clear and reasonable guidelines were put in place, and mods that abused their power were removed from their positions. It still has a long way to go, of that there is no doubt, but this is the first time in the life of FA that I have ever genuinely thought I might want to use the service.
But one thing is holding me back.
Yak
Yak continues to hold back the advancement of Furaffinity is the single worst thing about it right now. He is the one responsible for every security failure on that site, yet he is still, somehow, on the staff despite his multiple critical failures. It is common knowledge that he is unwilling to work with anyone, as has been seen through the years of his spurning all assistance and refusal to give anyone database access.
Every time there is discussion about the different platforms to use and where to sink one's time into, I have to warn anyone using Furaffinity, to treat it like their password for that service is already compromised. Never use the notes, never put any personal information in the notes if you do use them. Because you never know if Yak's incompetence and hubris could cause another notes breach. You never know if another hole Yak refuses to fill has exposed passwords, again.
Even if the service was moderately secure, it doesn't even work that well. They pay a whole lot of money for the servers, with specs that don't exactly make sense for what they're trying to run, but the service isn't speedy which means the infrastructure itself is poor. They even recently had a major database issue that proved how poor the structure is. And that's all Yak's doing. No one has touched the databases since him for over 15 years. Every poor service element of the website lays squarely on him.
And then there's all the rumors. Such as the rumor that the real reason Yak is unwilling to give anyone access to the databases is because he's using the servers for his own needs. Game servers, or another secret website. Once I heard it was some sort of niche auction website. This is, of course, unsubstantiated, but bears investigating nonetheless. This is what happens when you have one sole person responsible for the server of a website of this scale with absolutely no means to check what he is doing with it.
So I still stand by my statement.
I'll use Furaffinity in earnest when Yak is no longer on staff.
A Halo Retrospective
Jun. 23rd, 2025 12:35 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I did not grow up with these games, I had never played them in earnest at all before this point. At best I had played some Halo Deathmatch and the opening for Halo 4. But I did hear about them all the time. Being in the gaming world it was impossible to not hear about them, to the point that it was annoying.
See, the pull of Halo drowned out almost everything else around it, every single FPS was compared to Halo in the way that everything was compared to Doom. The difference being, Doom at least earned it by pioneering new tech and cementing a genre, Halo's fame I feel was heavily skewed by the fact that there was minimal FPS competition on the console market and not so much by it being an actual technical landmark. This was made worse by a large chunk of the groups singing Halo's praises that I ran into that rarely dipped into other FPS games, but had no issue slamming all the games they didn't play. It made it more than a little annoying to engage with the media as a result.
If it's not obvious I can't say my feelings toward Halo are very.. favorable. To be quite plain I found the Halo experience to be rather... middling. Not bad specifically, but rather, it does not nearly live up to the hype and the strangely high ranking pedigree that some have regarded it with.
Let me start by saying some nice things.
- I think of the franchises I've played, Halo has the best and most varied vehicle implementations. Very few at the time, and maybe even now, can compare to the range of variety of vehicles available. The controls in all games are generally fair, and are more fun to use than not. That really marks it as unique in that regard.
- Enemy AI design across the board is fairly decent, they have a rank hierarchy system which taking out leader characters causes the others to panic. Some generally fairly intelligent combat design throughout the series of games, and that's no easy feat.
- For a limited inventory system they're fairly good at making sure you have core gear when you need it.
- It's one of the few story-based FPS games with campaign co-op.
- It has some pretty sky boxes and set pieces.
- I think the general lore and concepts are pretty good.
- Excellent soundtrack. One of the few I had almost purchased a physical disc of despite never playing the game.
And now all the criticism, going by game in release order.
( Halo: Combat Evolved )
( Halo 2 )
( Halo 3 )
( Halo 3: ODST )
( Halo: Reach )
( Halo 4 )
Anywho I've been sitting on this post for like a month and a half so I'm finally setting it free, wheeeeeee
PDPH Repost + Delay
Jun. 23rd, 2025 01:22 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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The new deadline for these pinch hits will be July 6 at 10:00 P.M. EDT. Please reply to this post with the number and username that you want to claim (all comments are screened). You can also send an email to prisonerex.mod@gmail.com to claim.
( PH 1 - Fire Emblem: Fuukasetsugetsu | Fire Emblem: Three Houses, Fire Emblem Musou: Fuukasetsugetsu | Fire Emblem Warriors: Three Hopes, 殺し愛 | Koroshi Ai (Manga), Limbus Company (Video Game) )
( PH 3 - NoPixel (Web Series), 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga), 鴨乃橋ロンの禁断推理 | Kamonohashi Ron no Kindan Suiri | Ron Kamonohashi: Deranged Detective (Manga), 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs )
( PH 4 - Team Fortress 2, I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream - Harlan Ellison, Scream (Movies) )
( PH 5 - Doctor Who (1963) )
( PH 6 - Vlad Țepeș (1979), Felvidek (Video Game), 15th Century CE RPF )
( PH 7 - 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù )
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Jun. 22nd, 2025 01:08 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
"To start with, on the cultural side, the main difference is that Japanese animation comes out of a completely different tradition of representation in art and performance. Western classicism is based on the strict adherence to realism, rendering the artist (and the process) invisible in order to elevate the subject. Classicist painting values the creation of an illusion. A painting should make the viewer forget he is looking at oil on canvas, and reveal its subject as if through a window on reality. Brush strokes must be blended so no trace of the artist's toil is evident. Western theatrical performance is likewise realist, defining a character through individuality, unique traits specific to period and setting. Japanese theatre and art, on the other hand, would fit the definition of "modernist" in Western culture. Asian painting is stylized, impressionistic (and expressionistic), concerned entirley with displaying the brush stroke and the flat, graphic nature of the picture plane. Japanese performance-- kabuki, noh, bunraku-- is similarly stylized, and more focused on capturing a distillation of character than emotional versimilitude."
- (long essay on differences of eastern vs western animation by the creator of Aeon Flux)
( (edit: shoot, copypasting the whole thing in the readmore here, since reddit doesn't strike me as the most stable source.) )
Mid-Year Book Freakout
Jun. 22nd, 2025 03:24 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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The rest of the questions on the meme are all YouTube-specific, so I'm skipping them. But for fun, here's my 5-star reads so far for 2025:
Drama:
- M. Butterly by David Henry Huang
- In the Boom Boom Room by David Rabe
- Sagittarius Ponderosa by M.J. Kaufman
- The Judas Kiss by David Hare
Literary Fiction:
- Mary Ventura and the Ninth Kingdom by Sylvia Plath
- Night, Again by Linh Dinh
Nonfiction:
- People Love Dead Jews by Dara Horn
- The Last Duel by Eric Jager
- Filming TE Lawrence by Andrew Kelly
- The Last Days of TE Lawrence by Paul Marriott
- Christopher Walken A to Z by Robert Schnackenberg
Poetry:
- Dragstripping by Jan Beatty
- Hero and Leander by Christopher Marlowe
- Appetite by Aaron Smith
- The Faerie Queene by Edmund Spenser
- The Ballad of Reading Gaol by Oscar Wilde
Horror:
- The Buffalo Hunter Hunter by Stephen Graham Jones
- Mapping the Interior by Stephen Graham Jones
- Monstrilio by Gerardo Samano Cordova
- Devil House by John Darnielle
Humor:
- Spent by Alison Bechdel
oekaki board (18+)
Jun. 21st, 2025 09:34 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
If you join, put a social media or gallery link for vetting.
mundane
Jun. 21st, 2025 08:30 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I'm sick of these computer generated schedules, I'm sick of how randomized everything is. I considered sitting out Artfight in July because I don't know if I will have enough free time. But so far in July I don't work 4 fucking days in a row, so. I guess I can cope.
In lighter news, since I'm taking tomorrow off, I can stay up later. I was in Downtown [redacted] for a short time since it's my mother's 60th birthday. I'm going to commission a friend on my next day off but I have a lot of money left over from both my last and current paycheck, maybe I can go down there to the bar and other stuff on my "weekend" later.
I'm insecure about my appearance... I'm not ugly but I still feel so down about my figure.
Man...
Jun. 21st, 2025 12:53 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)