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Dec. 29th, 2025 08:23 am
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TODO:
- SPAG check / edit remaining four pages
- Upload new graphics
- Draft emails
- Draft [redacted] message (I need to retool it, but it works.)
- Edit new index
- Double check old pages
- Find and replace old usernames
- Change URL
- Upload new stuff (??? I don't know what I meant by this)
- Squat old username and upload new splash

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 || Republic Commando: Hard Contact || 2004 || Book series || Military, Sci-Fi || 18+ for violence and harrowing themes || 


It’s okay to be scared.
It’s okay to be scared as long as you …
… as long as you use it.
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•

This scene was where the Weeqays almost found Darman but I especially love how Sergeant Skirata is HERE with the commandos yet again.


And I instantly thought about this scene where Kal taught the Nulls about fear and adrenaline: 

•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
“Are you scared?” asked Skirata.

“Yes, Kal,” said Ordo. “Is that wrong?”

“No, son. Not at all.” It was as good a time to teach them as any. No lesson would ever be wasted on them. “Being afraid is okay. It's your body's way of getting you ready to defend yourself, and all you have to do is use it and not let it use you. Do you understand that?”

“No,” Ordo said.

“Okay, think about being scared. What's it like?”

Ordo defocused slightly as if he were looking at something on a HUD he didn't have. “Cold.”

“Cold?”

A'den and Kom'rk chimed in. “And spiky.”

“Okay … okay.” Skirata tried to imagine what they meant. Ah. They were describing the feeling of adrenaline flooding their bodies. “That's fine. You just have to remember that it's your alarm system, and you need to take notice of it.” They were the same age as city kids on Coruscant who struggled to scrawl crude letters on flimsi. And here he was, teaching them battle psychology. His mouth felt oddly dry. “So you tell yourself, okay, I can handle this. My body's now ready to run faster and fight harder, and I'll be seeing and hearing only the most important things I need to know to stay alive.”
(Triple Zero, Chapter 1)
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
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 || Republic Commando: Hard Contact || 2004 || Book series || Military, Sci-Fi || 18+ for violence and harrowing themes || 



He still wasn’t sure of his position, either. There was no GPS network he could use without being picked up. He needed to get out and about and do a recce if he was going to have any chance of aligning landscape features with the holochart.
He knew he was facing north: the arc of small stones around a thin branch he’d stuck in the soil charted the sun’s progress, and gave him his east–west line. If his datapad had calculated speed and distance correctly, he was between forty and fifty klicks northeast of the first RV point.

•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
Niner took out his datapad and calculated his position. There was no GPS he could lock in to without the Neimoidians detecting him, but he could at least use dead reckoning based on the sprayer’s last position, matching features on the landscape to his chart. It was old-fashioned soldiering. He liked it. He had to be able to do the business when the tech wasn’t there, even if that meant using nothing but a Trandoshan blade.
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•

Comparing Darman and Niner's way to navigate through the wildernes with traditional ways. :3 Why do I find this so incredibly sexy??? 
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|| Republic Commando: Hard Contact || 2004 || Book series || Military, Sci-Fi || 18+ for violence and harrowing themes || 

He hit something very, very hard in the air. Then he hit the ground and didn’t feel anything at all.
(End of Chapter 3)

•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
Darman knew it was risky moving around by day, and the fact that his right leg seemed to scream every time he put his weight on it didn’t help matters.
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
Darman eased himself over on his back, removed his leg plates, and unsealed his undersuit at the knee. It felt as if he’d torn a muscle or a tendon above the joint. He soaked the makeshift bandage with bacta again and replaced the legging and plates before rolling back into position.
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•

Details about Darman's injuries. 
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  || Republic Commando: Hard Contact || 2004 || Book series || Military, Sci-Fi || 18+ for violence and harrowing themes || 


At least the little animals that had swarmed over him in the night had disappeared. He’d given up trying to fend them off. They had explored his armor for a while and then moved on to watch him from distance. Now that it was daylight, there were no more glittering eyes staring out from the undergrowth.
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•


(gif: room-665.tumblr.com)

I honestly want Darman being swarmed by the gdans this fucking terrifying experience, your honour. 
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  || Republic Commando: Hard Contact || 2004 || Book series || Military, Sci-Fi || 18+ for violence and harrowing themes || 

“Why do you think it’s my lot?” she asked.
“Obvious,” Birhan said sourly. “I seen loads of speeders and freighters and sprayers come down hard. They don’t leave craters. They falls apart and burns, yes, but they don’t blow up half the countryside. This is off-planet. It’s soldiers.” He kicked around some of the charred and blackened stalks. “Can’t you have your fight on someone else’s planet? Don’t you think I got enough problems?”
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
Darman realized he had thought nothing of leaving the R5 on board the stricken utility. It was expendable.
(Chapter 3)


--

It was a plate from an R5 astromech droid—a plate with Republic markings.
They’re coming.
Whoever they were, she hoped they’d made it alive.
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•

Birhan doesn't quite appreciate the fact that the dirt-crate crashed on his land, and Etain is already considering leaving before the farmer actually turns her over to Ghez Hokan's men in exchange for financial compensation for the damage he suffered. By the way, Darman, that's why you also take your droid companions into account, especially if they wear Republic markings!

I am in sour mood today, so all I can think about the repcomm antis being, "why everyone is so anti-jedi and anti-republic in these books".
Maybe stop treating the Grand Army of the Republic as a savior army and ultimate stop treating the Republic as the epitome of perfection. No, I mean, I see clone fandom being like: REPUBLIC IS BADDDDDD, but when it's actually depicted bad, then suddenly everyone doing the suprised pikachu face. 

But I did a post about Qiilura being neutral before

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Dec. 28th, 2025 04:48 pm
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"Gilles Deleuze proposed in the 1990s that discipline, formerly the dominant mode of power in Western societies, had been modified and to some degree overtaken by a logic of “control” that worked not by confinement or restriction of movement, but by the regulation of continuous, mobile flows— of capital, information, bodies, and affects. Unlike the punitive subjection of discipline, control does not require a subject as such; nor does it seek to produce or manage one. As we have seen, casino design follows what one leading firm calls the “immersion paradigm,” holding players in a desubjectified state of uninterrupted motion so as to galvanize, channel, and profit from what the academic consultants quoted earlier called “experiential affect.” If, as philosophers and anthropologists of affect contend, contemporary capitalism is distinguished by strategic attempts to mobilize and derive value from consumers’ affective capacities, then commercial casino design would appear to be a case in point."

-Addiction by Design

[KOTOR] My fucked up found family

Dec. 28th, 2025 11:09 pm
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My favorite things from today's KOTOR gaming session was that ultimately I'm trying to do a Light Side gameplay so no matter how I like Canderous Ordo and HK-47 as my active companions, in the end I choose Bastila instead of Canderous for the Tatooine mission, you know, having a motivation to balance out the dark side options.

Now i met this Tanis guy, the sod his wife tried to assassinate him with his own droids for cheating. Basically the droids were rigged to explode if Tanis leaves the area of the droids, so he is out there doomed for dehydration in the dunes.

HK-47:
Let the meatbag explode, master.
Yeah, I kinda expected that.

Bastila: I'm with the wife on this one. I say we leave him.

BASTILA YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE MY MORAL ANCHOR!!! XDDD

BONUS HK-47 about the Tuskens: 
Translation: He requires proof of good faith. We must make a contribution to his people that shows we are not a threat. Shall I blast him now, master?

I love this game and I love my chaotic found family. 
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was able to borrow a copy of the book through partner's university job. i know monette best from his scene-stealing turns in find the lady so i was curious whether his book says anything about his film roles. not really, since the focus is understandably on his stage career and how he became director of the stratford festival, but it's still an interesting read, especially when he's talking about his time in the stage version of "oh! calcutta".

won't be ordering a copy of this for my dane archive, so here are some notes about items of interest to my research project.

- page 41, while discussing his turn as hamlet at the crest theater in 1963/1964, about ken james (with dane in rituals, the heatwave lasted four days, cop, and others): "Horatio, Hamlet's friend and fellow student at Wittenberg University, was played by Ken James, a pugilist as well as an actor, and a man considerably older than me, even though we were supposed to be peers. One day, he turned to Marigold [Charlesworth, one of the directors] and asked, in his throaty boxer's voice: 'Hey, Marigold. How come I'm still in school with this guy? Am I a dummy?'"

it's not clear to me if this anecdote is james intending to be mean towards monette for his being 19 years old at the time, or if it's a good-natured joke about the age difference. monette doesn't indicate either way.

- page 236, about his appearances on television: "...I'd appeared in such other CBC TV dramas as Mary of Scotland, The Reluctant Agent, and Certain Practices."

the reluctant agent was a serial that lawrence dane co-wrote, and there's a couple surviving episodes available through LAC. it doesn't seem as though dane acted in it, and it's not clear to me how involved he would have been on set.

still, it's a little striking to me that he completely omits any mention of find the lady. as a proud canadian, why not mention working with john candy? was it really that much of an unmemorable blip, or did he not want to talk about it for some reason? well, we'll never know.

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Dec. 27th, 2025 03:51 pm
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could somebody go back in time about a week and tell past!krad 'one does not simply speedrun through a fucking flu (during the holidays no less).'

:D; no wonder my usual zicam + gatorade regime wasn't doing shit

anyway. multiple 15 hr night sleeps later. krad is alive for some definition of alive. and back at home. finally!!!!!!


- GAMES I WANT TO PLAY IN 2026 -

Dec. 27th, 2025 09:43 pm
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I decided that this year will be Star Wars year regarding videogames, because ultimately there are no new titles I'm looking forward right now. I think same with the movies, it would be nice to finish all the games I already own. 
 
So I collected some titles and the goals I want to reach. 
 
Spyro Reignited Trilogy: To beat the main boss at the end of each episode. I already finished the first game. This was a childhood comfort game but I never finished it, only replayed and replayed my favorite levels. 
 
Star Wars Knights of the Old Republic: Reaching the end of the story without restarting. 
Star Wars Knights of the Old Republic II: Never played this one. 
Star Wars Old Republic: Finish all the Story Class and achieve Legendary Player status with it. I play this game since 2013 and i only finished Imperial Agent and Sith Inquisitor because I always make new characters. :D
 
Main reason I'm doing this, because I've became obsessed with theory that Republic Commando plays in the same continuity as KOTOR, also Fate of the Old Republic will be released in the future (hahaha, I will believe them when they actually release it, I don't trust Lucasfilm games  :DDD). 
 
Also for Jedi-Blorbo reasons, I pick up Dark Forces series, because Kyle Katarn is my favorite Jedi and with it I try to make time to finally read the related books to him as well. Also if anyone wonders why do I have beef with Rogue One/Andor, it's because of this guy. I just can't watch those shows. :D
 
I think the ultimate goal is lorehunting/quote hunting.
Star Wars: Dark Forces: Played once, never finished. 
Jedi Knight: Dark Forces II: Never started.. 
Jedi Knight II: Jedi Outcast: This was the first Star Wars video game I've ever played, therefore this is my all time favorite Star Wars game, so I'm kind of biased. One reason, I'm having hard time to try out other Star Wars games, because compared to this, everything else feels like… shit.  
Jedi Knight: Jedi Academy: Since Eaglestriker's videogparodies, I can't look at this game the same way. :DDD Not as good as Jedi Outcast, but still having fun memories playing with it and loved being the padawan of Kyle. 
 
I have other games in mind what to play and what to revisit but I because I don't do daily 12-14 hours gaming sessions anymore (thank god), I think I will be occupied for a year with these. And Old Republic will be a very-very-very long term journey if I want to avoid burn-out. 

ode to pokemon anon

Dec. 27th, 2025 02:33 pm
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As a note, I am jittery, running on caffeine, and haven't eaten yet. So this will be unruly.

I haven't had great Neocities experiences in the last 3 years, but since early last year I suddenly had an online penpal situation with an anonymous reader who found my site from a page about my shiny Pokemon collection. The emails turned from talking about Pokemon, jokes, website stuff, to computer and privacy related stuff and very vague allusions to personal problems. This person was very into privacy stuff and talked to me about alternative browsers and Linux stuff. To be honest, I'm currently not ready to take the Linux pill or care about alternative chat protocols, but I appreciated I was a space for this guy to give instructions and share resources. To be honest, I think a lot of the interest stems from political paranoia and whatnot, since the last email mentioned Jesus and a rapture....

I got an email from PA that they're deleting their email. I couldn't send my response. So I'll copy&paste the non-personal parts. PA doesn't appear to use ANY mainstream site outside of browsing personal ones, so I don't know if PA will see it.
ETA: HAHA OOPS I let the "locker room talk" slip in public. Oh well, anyone who has spoken to me privately knows I'm not politically correct.

The email contained instructions to quickly installing Linux and resources that I'll archive. I was going to ask for permission, but the account was deleted after the email was sent. If any Linuxheads want to comment and verify, feel free. I can post more tech advice PA sent me for legacy purposes.
linux instructions and resources )

Hope you're okay, PA, wherever you are. My rebranded website by January shouldn't be hard to find. You know my email, feel free to throw me a line.

Romanticising the Old Internet

Dec. 27th, 2025 01:29 pm
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So, I started using the internet around 1995 ish. And there is a lot I love about it and a lot that was extremely difficult. But many people now will look back and see it as some perfect idyllic time of free information exchange, as though there was nothing wrong with it and that's... simply not true.

Now, there is a lot I like about the old internet, don't get me wrong. I like that capitalism hadn't got it's claws into it, and the lack of centralized services made people forced to carve out a place for their own. But it had.. so many hurdles and was so inaccessible in a lot of ways. So, here's a bunch of things that irritated me about the internet in 1995-2005 that I think is, in-fact, a lot better now. I'm gonna babble about my own experiences with this era to give an idea for those that didn't experience this.

Technology


The truth about the internet is that to use it, it is in conversation with the technology you use. Want to digitize your art? That's gonna cost you a 1400$ scanner and a SCISI card. Want to draw on the computer directly? Well you better hope you know someone in the AutoCAD industry to hook you up with an Intuos tablet and that you have a free serial port to use it. Or wait a few years and get one of the USB ones. (Also likely setting you back a few thousand dollars) For people that didn't grow up in this era, they have no idea how incredible it was to see drawing tablets in any sort of tech shop, this used to be a direct order specialty shop sort of deal.

And then there's the computer that runs it all that you use to access the internet in the first place. Putting together a computer was more of a hassle then, than it is now. I'm sure people that didn't grow up with it find it confusing now, but back then? There were way more points of failure and chance for incompatibility between boards, CPU, and RAM. Now, you just have to make sure the motherboard's socket matches the CPU and maybe the voltage in a few higher end cases. The RAM and GPU are pretty much plug and play with the only setback being possibly throttled by the board if the board isn't strong enough, but at least the computer will work. For older systems, a mismatch like that could cause it to not even start.

And then the SCISI card... oh the SCISI card. It's an expensive piece of hardware that was terribly finicky. I had to write a BASH script to stop something related to the Scanner from initializing so that I could actually boot into windows without safe mode because it'd fail every time otherwise. Little errors on devices these days pale in comparison to the catastrophic failures hardware from 1995-2005 were capable of.

After 2005, USB was more ubiquitous, scanners were both affordable and easier to use, and computers were easier to build and troubleshoot.

Software


I don't know how many people even in their 30's really appreciates the breadth of software we have accessible to us now. When I was getting into this, there was Photoshop, PaintShop Pro, the extremely rudimentary OS-provided imaging programs. Both Photoshop and PaintShopPro would set you back a couple hundred dollars. I will say the upside to this era was the copy protection wasn't nearly as extreme. You could get away with burning a disc and pass around the same key and get it installed on all your friend's computers without issue. GIMP entered the scene around 1998, but access to it was pretty much only for the especially tech savy that could compile their own version for their OS, or for those on an OS that was supported by others. But if you think GIMP was limited now, it was more limited, then. And while technically Pixia was around, unless you were at least somewhat familiar with Japanese, you were unlikely to be aware of the software, let alone be able to use it, but if you could it was one of the few free options that real. I am of the opinion the existence of Pixia in 1998, is why the digital art scene in Japan was so big.

openCanvas released in 2000, and became wildly popular for it's networking and overall nicer brush controls. Paint.Net hit the scene in 2004, followed by Mypaint in 2005, Krita in 2005. So as you can see, options were pretty thin until the end of this era. Now a days, there are a wealth of both free and affordable applications for anyone can use and I feel like this gets taken for granted far too often.

The Internet Itself


In the internet around 1995-2005, the options you had for sharing your art were... slim. After you got past the hurdle of technology and software to even make the art in digital form to begin with, the places where you could share and host it was minimal. You could.. build a website (which many did), post to a forum (which still often required that you have that art uploaded somewhere first, in order to even show it because many 'forums' did not have direct uploads), or be good with IRC and it's file transfer. (I did not use IRC). But your options were limited and required some amount of technical skill, and if you didn't have those technical skills, well.. your options were more thin. I'm going to list a timeline of what was available, and maybe you'll see what I mean. (I can only speak for the English side of things, I'm afraid)

Newgrounds 1995, Okay so technically this site itself pre-dates the others but it started out as only a collection of Flash works and they had to be manually submitted and uploaded to the service. Art wasn't openly accepted until about 2000 and accounts didn't happen until about 2001 but art submissions were still directly sent. Direct uploads for art to Newgrounds itself didn't happen until 2010. (from what I've been able to garner from a cursory glance on web archive, because FOR SOME REASON, THERE IS NO HISTORY OF NEWGROUNDS ON FANLORE.ORG)
Elfwood 1996, a gallery that was high-fantasy-only and then kinda branched out into scifi later, was jurried, (in other words every submission was reviewed) and required the disclosure of your legal name in order to make an account. They didn't allow fanart until 2002 (my guess was the advent of DeviantArt pulled a lot of their Traffic)
Epilogue.net 1998, A competitor to Elfwood in that it was even more strict on what it accepted because it only wanted 'the best' art.
MediaMiner 1998, This was first a fan fiction service and then later added a fanart gallery. It was so much easier to use than Elfwood that it was such a big deal to me at the time.
Side 7 1998, a fan BBS turned art gallery, that I only knew as a Sonic Fan Art gallery so I never used it.
VCL 1999, A very rudimentary gallery site for furry art. No comments, but made for a nice archive. But only furry art.

DeviantArt 2000, Unless you were on the net at this time, it's difficult for me to describe just what a Big Deal DeviantArt was. Up until this point the galleries most people had access to were restricted in some way either by access or subject. (as you can see from the list above) DeviantArt was the first multi-media gallery site that you could just make an account and directly upload to. Every other site before it was Juried, had strict restrictions on subjects, were cumbersome to use, or lacked a feature here and there. DeviantArt had ALL the features, NO subject restriction, and was a place that Writers, Photographers, Sculptors, Designers, Crafters, and genuinely any medium that could be artistic. (There was an absence of music but that's because of some weirdness with the other project DA had going which honestly is a shame.) Many of these niches had NO WHERE to share their work before this as so many curated art services were only Illustrations or Fiction. Photographers, Crafters, Interface designers, were all forgotten.

And then, SELLING stuff? Well, there were no easy plug and play merchant services until PayPal hit the scene in 2002, and even then it was feature limited compared to today. Before that you had to apply for a merchant service, I don't know if you've ever done that but it's a pain. And the cart services they had available at the time? Absolutely jank. To make your own store you had to pay for hosting, set up your own cart, purchase an SSL cert (most services didn't offer free ones at the time), pay for the merchant service, and then have the technical skill to keep it all running. And of you wanted someone to do all that for you. And hey if you wanted to do it on the cheap, you could take credit cards over the phone or have people mail you checks. A surprising amount of people did both these things. You have no idea how PayPal's embedded purchase buttons changed the scene unless you were deep in the weeds of everything else, but that wasn't until near the end of that 10-year span. Self-service sales platforms like Etsy didn't exist until 2005.

And then, use of assets without attribution was rampant between 1995-2005. There was a whole movement in 1998 to protest this problem called Grey Day, where artists would collectively change their site to remove all graphics from the site to show what it would be like if they all stopped making what they do. The only request was attribution. There's def still an issue with use without attribution but image search makes it a lot easier to find the source. That didn't exist in 1995-2005.
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These days, people take for granted the ease of access. Coding a website now is easier than it ever has been, even side-stepping the fact that there are very few WYSIWYG options, there are still free CMS and the code itself is easier to understand than it used to be and I say this as someone that's always struggled with code. There are more options to set your roots down, you have more control over where you want to go. Hosting is incredibly cheap, as are domains, nothing is stopping you from making your own house and that used to be much more difficult in 1995-2005.

It's easier to build a PC than it used to be, there are videos with guides, archives of drivers, and a whole bustling community of alternative OS options with more users dedicated to making drivers for those OS than there ever used to be in decade I'm referring to. And we are spoiled for choice for both software and hardware. 3 viable competing tablet companies! Making stuff that won't knock out your entire paycheck!
Even with the way things are now, with the content restrictions and age verification, we've been through this before. There was a whole era of Credit Card Verification, and that crashed and burned as well. Of course, that doesn't mean it doesn't require us to fight for it :U As difficult as some things are, turmoil is important for lasting change, but you gotta do something about it. It sucks right now, but I know I for one am determined to make sure the now isn't permanent.

The internet has never been a perfect place for anyone. There are some aspects that had their heyday were great and better than some of what's going on right now, without a doubt, but like everything, once capitalism sinks its claws in, it dies.

IDK I think it's better to learn to the past than yearn for it. Romanticing the past doesn't help our current or our future, it prevents us from learning from our mistakes.

lol. lmao. kek even.

Dec. 27th, 2025 02:05 pm
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> (anon): ATF captcha where you have to guess whether a firearm is classified by the ATF as a pistol, a machine gun, a rifle, a short barreled rifle, a short barreled shotgun, a destructive device, or as an any other weapon

(quotes like this is why i stay in the /k/ sever, man)

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Reminder that gifts are due Wednesday January 7th, 2026, 11:59pm EST (countdown).

If you don’t think you’ll be able to complete your gift, you can default penalty-free anytime before the deadline. (If you default or no-show after the deadline, you won’t be able to participate in Nagamas the following year.)

Also: we now have one new pinch hit in addition to two previously-announced pinch hits that have not yet been claimed.

Remember that we won't open the collection until everyone has a gift, so if you're able to fill a pinch hit (or if you know someone who can), you'll be doing a huge part helping us open on time.

These pinch hits are due Wednesday January 7th, 2026, 11:59pm EST (countdown).

To claim a pinch hit: either

(1) send us a mail at merry.nagamas@gmail.com , OR
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(3) reply to this post (all comments will be screened).

In your message, please include your AO3 username and the number of the pinch hit you want to take.

This post will be updated as soon as each pinch hit is claimed.



Pinch Hit #1: Fire Emblem: Three Houses (art or fic) )



Pinch Hit #3: Fire Emblem: Three Houses (art) )



Pinch Hit #5: Fire Emblem: Path of Radiance/Radiant Dawn (fic) )

d.w.

Dec. 26th, 2025 07:29 pm
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dean gets his own icon right now because he's living in my head rent-free

i have a bucky one ready to go too. it's funny because this morning on the brainrot app i got a stupid little edit of the two of them on my feed and i think it broke my brain a little??? i love them, your honor.

dean selfship babble under the cut. )

 

The Friday Five for 26 December 2025

Dec. 26th, 2025 02:37 pm
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1. You have the summer and plenty of money to travel abroad. Where all would you go?

2. What foods would you be sure you got to eat?

3. What landmarks would you be sure you got to see?

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 || Republic Commando: Hard Contact || 2004 || Book series || Military, Sci-Fi || 18+ for violence and harrowing themes || 

One of my favorite joke in RepComm is how the Omega Squad is having a one-sided beef with the procurement regarding armor colors and overall how the Omega Squad is acquiring their full black armor. Especially love how Niner is fussing internally about the assholes in the procurement, that they didn't think about this this, but then he thinks OK OK OK, bashing the superiors is OFF-LIMITS, THOUGHT-CRIME, ORDERS ARE ORDERS. 

And then they reunite with Fi and Atin and apparently they had the same exact thought regarding their armors. :DDD 

•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
Qiilura’s moon was in its new phase, and he was grateful for that. In his light gray armor, he would have stood out like a beacon. Hadn’t the top brass thought of that, either? He stifled the uncharacteristically critical opinion about his superiors and decided there had to be something he didn’t know but they did. He had his orders.
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Fi’s armor was no longer pristine, either. Niner wasn’t sure what he’d smeared over it, but it disrupted his outline well enough. The thought had obviously occurred to all of them. Atin was daubed with something dark and matte as well.
“Shape, shine, shadow, silhouette, smell, sound, and movement,” Niner said, repeating the rules of basic camouflage. If it hadn’t been for Darman’s absence, he would have found the situation funny. He tried. “Shame they couldn’t find something beginning with S to complete the set.”
“I could,” Atin said.
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ATIN XDDDDD SAY SHIT ATIN!!!! XD I think the reason the book didn't actually get 18+ rating, because the characters didn't swear in English. :D 

(first I had no idea what's that last S word supposed to mean because my autistic brain was focused on the word movement, but then friend englightened me on tumblr :D) 
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 || Republic Commando: Hard Contact || 2004 || Book series || Military, Sci-Fi || 18+ for violence and harrowing themes || 


He started tabbing, trying to make ten klicks an hour, avoiding tracks and open ground. In the end he had to drag the extra pack behind him on straps like a sled. Tactical advance into battle—tabbing, as Skirata called it—meant walking at six to ten klicks an hour with a twenty-five-kilo pack. “But that’s for ordinary men,” the instructor would say, as if nonclones were subhuman. “You are clone commandos. You will do better because you are better.”
Niner was lugging nearly three times that load now. He didn’t feel better at all right then. He decided to add a portable repulsorlift to his new list of gear to request upon return.
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Another reminiscence scene of Sergeant Skirata from Niner, which gives more insight into in what spirit the commandos were trained. And they were indeed trained with exceptionalism in mind. 

I did a post before about the Commando Training and how the commandos were spoon-fed by the propaganda that they are exceptional and superior than normal human beings. 

But also we can see how the propaganda and reality is starting to clash. Just like Darman had a slight disturbing realization that the Jedi are MAYBE mortals, I wonder maybe Niner is also having his own doubts that the Commandos are also not invincible and he can't live in denial? 
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|| Republic Commando: Hard Contact || 2004 || Book series || Military, Sci-Fi || 18+ for violence and harrowing themes || 

Niner took out his datapad and calculated his position. There was no GPS he could lock in to without the Neimoidians detecting him, but he could at least use dead reckoning based on the sprayer’s last position, matching features on the landscape to his chart. It was old-fashioned soldiering. He liked it. He had to be able to do the business when the tech wasn’t there, even if that meant using nothing but a Trandoshan blade.

If you stab someone in the heart, they can still run. I once saw a man run a hundred meters like that, screaming as well. Go for the neck, like this. Sergeant Skirata had taught them a lot about knives. Put a bit of weight behind it, son.

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SKIRATA SKIRATA SKIRATA SKIRATA SKIRATA SKIRATA SKIRATA SKIRATA SKIRAT-

Murder Papa teaching his little murderlings how to kill. 

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