kradeelav: Dr. Kiriko (amused)
i don't think this post-YRMR epilouge/(breeding) fic is going to Actually Happen, alas.

that said i found a decent chunk of it written and throwing it in here under the cut for y'all to enjoy.  :)  keep in mind that it's an obvious draft, chunks of paragraphs are not written, etc. it's not the fun sexy stuff proper, but y'all might enjoy the lead-up to it.

    (set roughly a year after Revelation, YRMR version)
    Gunter/f!Corrin find a new game in the tomb of Anankos, rekindling old ghosts.  implied spice (sexual hunting/CNC). sequel to YRMR.
    (crossposting from tumblr if/when it goes)


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kradeelav: Ein, Cowboy Bebop (hacker ein)
so i'm doing my research for the 'can you host a (kink) artist's personal site on a a rasbpi' idea. the "why is this necessary to self host?" is documented in this post.

this post is me sketching out the architecture(?) and the tools necessary for the plan, but if you really want the short details:

hardware: vitros raspberry pi zero w
SD card: this card, 64GB (?)
operating system: Raspberry Pi OS Lite
webserver: nginx
file manager: filezilla
security: UFW

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kradeelav: (Default)
(crossposted from the art tumblr)

the tl;dr

IRON CROWN as a free comic is now off of wordpress and can be viewed by a neat, robust HTML/CSS/JS comic template called rarebit! effectively nothing has changed for the reader, beyond expecting a little more reliability of uptime over the years.
all comic pages and previously paywalled patreon posts can also be downloaded in this art dump for free, as mentioned in the new author's notes.
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kradeelav: Alucard, Hellsing (villainspace II)
[personal profile] jdwrites and myself curated another nazisploitation anthology with over fifteen contributors that is open for pre-orders! We just got the final proof and it's truly decadently, pervertedly gorgeous ~ cover art by the exceptional K.M. Claude.

A beautiful, refined, and uniquely unsettling full-color collaborative work of both art and prose delving into the fantasies of those who find particular joy in the aesthetic of Nazisploitation--a genre long misunderstood and abhorred by the uninitiated. Are you ready to be In The Know?

  • Rating: Explicit
  • Themes:  Anti-Fascism, Nazisploitation, Revenge, Forbidden Desire
  • Additional Tags:  M/M, Nazi Uniforms, Military Imagery, Guns, Violence, Death, not an all encompassing list.
SPECS
  • Print - 124 Pages + Cover  (Full Color)
  • Size - 6.5x9.5in
  • FREE digital DRM-free low-resolution PDF included
If there's any questions, happy to answer in the comments, email, or via DM.

Grab a copy at https://jdriley.itch.io/nazine



kradeelav: (Gunter)

... so the good news is my bum wrist hasn’t affected typing or the ability to work on non-drawing projects. The even BETTER news is I made the 125k gunter/f!corrin fic I finished into a (limited time) physical softcover book!





you can buy it here; link to purchase: https://www.blurb.com/bookstore/invited/10213522/9505662283de6bea6b3dc8b0fc4e6c28fa87b0f4

the fine print:

  • price is the absolute lowest I can set (I earn $0; every cent goes to blurb for printing).
  • you do have to sign up to blurb to check out fully (i know, its dumb, just delete your account after you get it).
  • this listing will be up for a limited time (two weeks?) as I honestly don’t intend it to reach a broader audience than… basically y’all following me here. 🙂 this one’s for the gunter die-hards.
  • if you gotta have the fic and have major issues ordering for whatever reason, reach out to me at overlord@kradeelav.com and i can ship you a version, though you’ll have to be willing to give me your address and paypal over something to cover shipping if necessary.
kradeelav: (Gunter)
Title: your ruin, my ruin
Rating: Explicit / ~130k
Series: Fire Emblem: Fates (Revelation)
Relationships: Gunter/My Unit | Corrin

..... so I finished YRMR \o/

I'm going to copy/paste the notes "chapter" here since it's what I've done for other fics, and it feels fitting.

 

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kradeelav: (Gunter)
Forgot to mention it here, but I started posting my 120k fic that i've been hollerin' about since august! :D

Title: your ruin, my ruin
Rating: Explicit
Series: Fire Emblem: Fates (Revelation)
Relationships: Gunter/My Unit | Kamui | Corrin
Additional Tags: slow burn, psuedo-incest, age difference, mutual corruption, seduction of authority, redemption, hurt/comfort, medical C-PTSD, recovery, canon divergence, possession, dubious consent, bad parenting, porn with plot, codependency, caretaker daddy and his little amnesiac dragon girl, older man/younger woman, fix-it fic, sex fantasies



up to ch5's posted already (out of 20), but I'm done enough with it that I've been consistently posting twice a week. no author's notes crossposted here as they'll be added as the last "chapter" of sorts on ao3 itself to keep from spoiling folks ~

leigh over on tumblr also created the absolute best bingo board for the fic >:)

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kradeelav: (it appears)
title: rose bloom and sword
rating: M
pairings: gunter x f!corrin (fates)

"It'll make an exquisite view for me, riding behind you. Excellent morale raiser, milady."
It wasn't the first time Gunter had appreciated her surprisingly curvaceous and revealing armor; he had never been blind. A beautiful pert ass held appeal no matter the years.

***

some real one-handed sad romantic porn and pillow talk afterwards to break the cherry on writing this (redacted). Conquest route, post S-support.

(Ao3 link, mirror on the website coming later.

after me whinging about it for a week on the gunter tumblr and calling him a wrinkled nutsack, he started letting me in his head with fanfics; here's the first one. to be honest it is definitely not my best work! i fully intended this as a crash course, and it is absolutely more of a crash than a flight. :P 

author's notes as always )
kradeelav: Dr. Kiriko (amused)
i was inspired by [personal profile] queenlua  and [personal profile] neotula  and recent chatter about making your own tarot deck off of a fandom, and somehow had the energy to make both a major and minor arcana set for tellius! aka all of the playable characters and a handful of major antagonists :D

the general notes:  )

the actual chart (warning, it's big). there's a few typos where my endurance ran out towards the end. if I ever make this into a bigger project I'll clean it up. for now, have at thee.
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kradeelav: Dr. Kiriko (amused)

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Introduction
this is not a guide on “how to make a handmade zine”, as there’s plenty of fantastic (free!) tutorials on it - such as this, this and this. This is also not a guide of choosing a specific printer for indie creative work or work meant for the convention circuit, as that would likely go out of date quickly. What this is:
  • documentation on how I personally print & sell zines on a small scale painlessly, within the US.
  • documentation with specific tips for kink, controversial, & NSFW artists who face additional and unique payment barriers versus “vanilla” creatives. for example, my specific process does not show my real name to the customer, further blunting any impact a harassment campaign would make.
  • useful tips on how to sell physical merch on itch.io since it’s not exactly advertised and requires some set-up.
This is not the only way, either, mind; but I’ve done this for a while and like sharing resources. You may repost on other sites (tumblr link tba), but I would encourage you to credit me & link back to the dreamwidth link. (thanks!)

Without further ado ...

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kradeelav: Satou, Ajin (Satou)

title: at the mercy of
characters/tags: non-con, dead dove: do note eat, Captor!Naesala+(begnion senator) / Prisoner!Leanne, Prisoner!Stefan / Prisoner!Vika, Prisoner!Leanne / Rescuer!Volug, Captor!Izuka / Prisoner!Micaiah, Captor!Zihark / Prisoner!Lethe, clipped wings, masturbation, sex fantasies, prisoners being used publicly, degradation, bruises, pregnancy, restraints, forced stripping, prisoner’s power stripped from them, amputation, prisoner being purchased, mindbreak, sex magic, experimentation
summary: for rachniRose in the 2023's prisoner exchange
website mirror: https://r18-log.kradeelav.com/archives/768
ao3 mirror: https://archiveofourown.org/works/47786557/chapters/120466



cw for fictional noncon-ish discussions )
kradeelav: Zihark, FE10 (fe)
i threatened a week or so ago to write muarim/zihark slash and ...

happy pride bitches. :D

author's notes )
kradeelav: Zihark, FE10 (fe)
had an 'eureka' moment last night figuring out the concept for both WHAT GREATER SIN and KILLING EDGE doujins!

thanks to chira, i've been playing with some ways to ""think"" more (and track) the birds eye progress of both of these so it's not just 'a collection of pretty images printed' in a random order; the best doujins imo have some sort of underlying meta-story that's never quite explicit (unless if the author mentions it in the intro or something), but still ties it together in a continuing series of 'yes, and-'

KILLING EDGE )
kradeelav: (Default)

pre-orders for THE BOX OF DOOM is live, and open until June 20th! The cool part? you get a free copy of LIVE WIRES with it too! ~*2 for 1 deal*~

What’s THE BOX OF DOOM about, you say? “you ever feel like identities put you in a box, and you'd rather be a feral cat that shreds them? yeah.”

While the zine is free to read online I’d like to have it physically -- both for myself and those who prefer print as well. Also: there’ll be slightly more than estimated just to take care of people who naturally find out about it afterwards, but there will not be a re-print, so if you want to get a guaranteed copy, please go ahead and do order

kradeelav: Alucard, Hellsing (villainspace II)

title: FEALTY

summary: a gift Sir Integra Hellsing gets for her sixteenth birthday, and what bootblacking means. illustrated fic.

ao3 mirror (with transcript): https://archiveofourown.org/works/47494354

short author's notes! )
kradeelav: Zihark, FE10 (fe)
so I started playing around in godot today ~ (link is to a screenshot posted on my SFW log site. I'll probably keep the cool visual gamedev updates over there but sparingly, whilst the longer meatier thoughts go here in the journal.) 

godot is an open-sourced game engine that's rapidly approaching the level where it can challenge unreal and unity on smaller indie 2D/3D games. other than about a week in college messing around with unity, I've got no experience in this arena. I have no desire in making a fully fleshed out game (yet?); right now this is purely to scratch a different visually creative itch, as I'm finding out games consistently haunt my dreams for decades far more than illustration, animation, or comics do. I've mentioned before here that I still, quite literally, "dream" up extra levels of radiant dawn, SW:Starfighter, and Majora's Mask ... wouldn't it be neat if I could bring those to life?

speaking of, i bounce around a lot with potential mediums, and it's more intentional than it probably comes off. kind of a less destructive 'move fast and break things' mindset? a lot of visual mediums Look Cool from the abstract but you only know from getting into the nuts and bolts if you got what it takes to stick it out. (learning i actually hate doing comics and animation lmao. i think it's the sheer repetitive-ness of it. once when you learn the basic loops, it's a lot of drawing the same fucking stuff over and over again.)

versus ... zines, one off illusts, 3D modeling in sketchup (go figure), and html/css coding, on the other hand: i loveeee.

tbh, i'd rather play to my strengths.

ideally i'd like to find a "long term" visual medium i can do bigger projects in vs zines which feel short/mid-term. (meaning, size/scale of an experience, scene idea, or a story.) it'd be cool to have the variety of tools available, as mentioned above with the dreams. that damned bird-man level is another one that still haunts me, clear as day.

in either case, even just dabbling a tiny bit into $random_visual_medium to know you like/dislike it still gives you a hell of a broad base of knowledge. my measly sketchup learning is *still* paying off dividends at work a decade later.

first two goals )
kradeelav: (Masks)
Followers who've been here for a while will remember that one of my projects in 2021-2022 was working with T to write a series of romance novels. T was the main writer, I was a mish-mosh of an editor/formatter/co-ideator/etc. It was a cool book idea, with some characters we're very mutually fond of (some were hers, some were mine), especially with putting them in a AU together. No regrets with the fun had, and we agree it was a good experience.

I say "was", as ... we learned a lot! Not enough to ultimately prevent this pen name/series from being put on ice as some of you probably have guessed from the crickets, but enough wisdom to spin up a new, air-gapped pen name elsewhere.

the juicy deets )
kradeelav: Zihark, FE10 (fe)

Zihark only had to mildly stare at her for another three seconds before she broke - her hands twisting as an evasive explanation started.

"Well... oh, don't tell anyone, but Oscar took pity and he cut me a deal."

title: payday
fandoms: 
fire emblem tellius
characters:
ilyana, zihark
relationships: n/a (gen)
tags: soren is mentioned, and zihark is a little shit as always lol

~500 words, here on Ao3
fill for tooth rotting fluff for fe_flash_friday

not much notes for this one, except i stayed up too late last night watching soren absolutely roast every single engage character, which made me want to write him and zihark ........ which turned into some gen zihark & ilyana instead??? lol. lmao even. teen!krad didn't care for ilyana very much for Possessive Fangirl Reasons so i find it hilarious that this was as fun as it was.

trying to tentatively work up the stamina to write some longer fics (renning&rafiel, lehran&kurth) and feeling out some different characters while having an old standby for training wheels. also my 'e' key is half broken so that'll need to be fixed before longer fics :')
kradeelav: Zihark, FE10 (fe)
happy nagamas, [personal profile] seasaltmemories  :)  my apologies for how late it is, only hope it does justice to your mind ~

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